:: It Comes Naturally ::

Dalton's Academy Warblers

WMHS New Directions

korang tau tak ni apa? ini namanya SHOW CHOIR. 
show choir adalah satu kumpulan yg menggabungkan nyanyian dan juga tarian. selalunya mereka2 ni menceritakan sesuatu berdasarkan kedua2 unsur tersebut. 
mereka menyanyi selalunya didahului dgn solo atau duet dan diiringi dgn acafellas oleh ahli2 kumpulan yg lain. minimum 12 org satu kumpulan.

DREAM #1 : WANNA BE A PART OF A SHOW CHOIR

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orchestra 2.1

orchestra 2.2

obviously, this is WIND ORCHESTRA. 
definition : performing ensemble consisting of several members of the woodwind instrument family, brass instrument family, and percussion instrument family.
selalunya lagu2 yang dipersembahkan sama ada lagu2 klasik atau lagu popular. ada jugak  yg bawak lagu2 yg paling latest. :D


DREAM #2 : I WANNA BE A PART OF A WIND ORCHESTRA  

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saya konpem ade yg condemn bile saye tulis impian2 saya ni. 
kata "takkan berlaku" ah
kata "tak sesuai utk kau" ah
kata "kau gedik" ah


satu je pesanan : NOBODY CARES WHAT U SAY! LOOK AT ALL THE EFF I GIVE!
translation : gi mampus sama lu org haters!
so itu je utk post kali ni. ASSALAMUALAIKUM.






pakar konspirasi,

- i'll be my own saviour -

half-concious writer rizal_everdeen at 8:06 PM | Labels: glee, the heart is talking | 2 whispers |

half-concious writer rizal_everdeen at 11:37 AM | Labels: edited lyrics, glee | 1 whispers |

half-concious writer rizal_everdeen at 12:04 PM | Labels: edited lyrics, glee | 7 whispers |

pemain simpanan kalau korg nak kaitkan dgn bolasepak. 

cikgu ganti kalau korg nak kaitkan dgn sekolah. 

kenape "substitute" ni saye amek sbg tajuk blog kali ni?

pasal ini yg saye rase skrg ni. apart from the confusion and the mess that i've encountered throughout this 3 weeks, ini satu je penyataan dan term yg berkaitan dgn perasaan saye skrg ni. 

hanye sbg simpanan.

hanye sbg gantian.

i'm allergic to commitments. well, i'm just a substitute anyways. - Holly Holiday [Gwyneth Paltrow] -

name dia Holly Holiday. kalau korg2 tgk Glee, korg konpem tau sape minah ni. dia sekadar guru ganti je. dia kene ganti subjek Bahasa Spanish, Bahasa Perancis, Sejarah, English, bla bla bla kalau mane2 cikgu ni x dtg atau whatsoever. sume subjek dia kene mahir.

erti kate laen: sume mende dia tau = TOTAL AWESOMENESS!

Holly Holiday ni mmg superb. bdk2 suke dgn cara dia mengajar. sgt santai dan sgt simple. sgt tipu kalau ade bdk x suke dia kalau jumpe ngan minah ni. menyanyi pown sedap. muke pown boleh tahan putih. :D

in the end, dia hanya sekadar substitute. dia hanya menumpang dlm fakulti2 bg subjek yg dia ganti tu. dia hanye rase menjadi sebahagian drpd sesuatu bile dia masuk Glee Club. satu perasaan yg dah lame dia tak rase. 

ape kaitan Holly Holiday ngan penulis blog ni pulak?

saye ni bukan ah cikgu ke hape ke tp saye ni ade 87.64% perasaan mcm Holly Holiday tu. kami ni x lebih dari gantian/simpanan bg org2 sekeliling kami. kalau ade yg perasan, saye ni bkn jenis yg ade bestfriend [bestfriend as in: keluar g kelas sesame, mkn sesame, outing sesame, gosip sesame, nanges sesame, bla bla bla]. saye ni jenis yg kwn sume org. dgn group hotstuff *ehem perasan* saye leh masok, dgn group nerd saye boleh masok, dgn group kecoh saye leh masok, dgn group serius saye leh masok. 

tp ape yg saye nak rase sbnrnye adelah menjadi sebahagian dr sesuatu. setakat ni, perasaan yg paling hampir adelah sewaktu majlis mkn mlm asasi sains hari tu. itu lah perasaan yg paling terdekat dgn situasi skrg. perasaan yg mane saye btol2 menjadi sebahagian dari sesuatu yg besar instead of just menumpang mcm ikan remora kat bwh perut ikan jerung tu. commensalism! [kalau tatau g check kat google. itu pown mau bgtau ka? heish.]

x ramai yg perasan. bile ade je mende2 happy mesti ajak org laen selaen saye. x kesah ah nak ajak jejalan ke, nak ajak g tgk wayang ke, nak belanje2 ke, bla bla bla ke. bile time sedih baru aaaaah nak jumpe saye dpn2. time sedih baru aaaaaah dtg. time keje x siap baru aaaaaah menghadap. saye x rase sume ni beban. saye rase bangge dpt tolong org time org tu susah. saye rase gembire bile ade org puas hati ngan saye nye consultation [kononnye] but still, xkan saye menjadi kawan mereka semate mate pasal tu je?

mende2 camni ah yg mengajak kpd perasaan x dihargai. isk isk isk. bahaye ni. bahaye.

malas nak cite sbnrnye pasal "manusia ade hati" ni tp kene gak bgtau dr semase ke semase. kalau x mule ah ade yg pijak kepale bagai. takpe2. ape yg saye nak sampaikan utk post ni sbnrnye adelah : cube pndg org2 yg berkawan dgn anda. korg2 yg bace blogpost ni, saye tau atleast umur dah lepas 17. korg2 ni dah pandai gune otak. jadi gune ah otak seelok eloknya. jgn asek2 fikir psl sendiri je.

kepada sesape yg terase dgn mane2 post yg saye tulis, saye mintak maaf sgt2 kalau ade yg terase. [eventhough ini blog aku, aku lak yg kene mntk maaf kat korg. *tgn kat dade, mate ke atas*]



okey, siyesly saye mntk maaf. letih ah nak fikir mende2 remeh ni sedangkan lagi byk mende laen yg kene fikir.
tu je utk post kali ni. ASSALAMUALAIKUM.








pakar konspirasi,

- i'll be my own saviour -

half-concious writer rizal_everdeen at 11:13 AM | Labels: glee, the heart is talking | 1 whispers |

pernah tak korg ditanye dgn soklan2 yg bersifat offensive tp org yg bertanye tu langsong tak rase pape bile bertanye? rase mcm xde je. maybe saye sorg je kot yg selalu kene.


kenapa saye pulak yg kene rase bersalah? 
kenapa saye pulak yg kene pujuk org tu kalau org tu merajuk pasal saye respon blk kpd soklan tu?
kenapa saye jugak yg rase x sedap hati?
KENAPA?
KENAPA?
KENAPA?


mungkin saye ditakdirkan utk jage hati org2 yg ade kat sekeliling saye. no matter it will hurt me or not, i'll still have to take care of their feelings. yes. no matter it will or not hurt my feelings. MINE. dari dulu lagi camni.
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sebermulanye dedulu saye pernah menegur org, lepas saye lak kene tegur balik:


"biarlah dia nak wat ape pown. bknnye dye suruh kau tgk wall fesbuk dye. bknnye dye suruh kau bace blog dia. kecoh gile kau nak bising2 pasal mende ni."


pdhal saye dah tegur dgn care seterang yg boleh. dgn care yg at least dye terase tp dye sedar. 
bknnye saye pergi maki hamun dye. 
bknnye saye pergi tampar dpn dan kate "fu** you bit**!". 
xde langsong. 
x pernah.


reasons saye tegur? pasal dye kawan saye. saye just nak tegur kwn2 saye. dose2 whatsover. mungkin saye bkn di posisi yg sesuai utk menegur. ye saye mengaku saye bknnye alim ke hape ke tp sedangkan org yg pernah mencuri pown boleh tegur org laen agar tak mencuri.
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lepas je kejadian tu, saye mmg dah berazam tahap gaban dah yg tamau nak amek tau hal sesape lagi. saye try tanam konsep membenci dgn hati. dgn kuasa mmg sah2 x dpt, nak menegur secare lisan ke hape ke org condemn, jadi ini je ah jln terbaek.


sejak saye ni seorg manusia, saye ade perasaan utk meng-ekspresi-kan diri saye sendiri.
ekspresikan ape yg saye minat, ape yg saye suke.
kalau org yg kat atas td tu kate xde "sape suruh org tgk wall" saye, saye mesti ah boleh jadi diri saye sendiri. 
i am being myself at that moment.


seperti kejadian sblm ini, mulut2 pown bersuara:
yelaaaaah. kau je yg tau mende tu sorg. hoi dunia! admit ah die ni paling fanatik!


i was just saying, that i like my tv shows [or anything equivalent]. 
sumpah hancur luluh hati saye time tu.
mcm saye ni dah xde hati lak sampai org nak kate2 camtu skali.
bknnye saye kutuk agama saye sendiri.
bknnye saye kutuk mak bapak keluarga sesape.
bknnye saye wat statement2 racist.
saye hanye menjadi diri saye sendiri.
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mana pergi org yg tegur saye balik tu? 
mana hilang pegangan "dia x suruh kau bace blog/wall dia" tu?
mana hilang org2 ni?
mana?
mana?
mana?


it's been 19 years now. 
and i'm still taking care of people's heart.
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lirik bwh ni menerangkan perasaan saya sekarang ni. perasaan yg mane saye rase setiap hari. 
perasaan nak jaga hati org.
perasaan nak abaikan ape yg org kate kpd saye.
perasaan nak tutup je telinge biarpown org yg saye selalu jage hati tu tak jage hati saye.
perasaan saye.


Get It Right [Glee]
What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right [2x]

Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right

So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right [2x]
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mungkin korg x dpt nak rase ape yg saye rase melalui post ni. saye mmg x reti nak luahkan perasaan saye dlm bentuk tulisan. 


saye pernah je tulis post pasal 'finding my own potential' [>>klik sini<<]. 
"dah tau kau punye potential, nape pulak nak sedih2 ni?"


why? because i need to feel good about myself. bile org dah kutuk kau hari2, you atleast need a reason to stay strong.


main point post ni : saye ade hati. jgn ah pakse2 saye nak jage hati korg. korg mungkin akan kate "aku x suruh pown kau jage hati aku!" tp korg x sedar yg org2 mcm saye ni [or maybe just me alone] ade je sekeliling korg. saye akan tetap cube jage hati org laen biarpown korg x suruh.


namun bile dah sampai limit, saye mmg dah x dpt nak tahan dah. saye kene gak suarakan ape yg saye rase. please people. open your eyes. think about others around you. don't just think about yourself.


kalau boleh nak je tulis panjang lagi tapi mende2 camni sepatutnya diluahkan dr hati ke hati. maen tulis2 masih x dpt nak tenangkan hati. masih.
saye dah letih asyik dipersalahkan.


ASSALAMUALAIKUM.

half-concious writer rizal_everdeen at 10:42 PM | Labels: edited lyrics, glee, the heart is talking | 2 whispers |

tiap2 satu tv series/shows mesti ade karakter yg kite minat kan? kalau kite tgk cite How I Met Your Mother, mesti ade yg minat kat Barney [Neil Patrick Harris]. kalau kite tgk cite Heroes, mesti ade yg minat Hiro Nakamura. 

sape la pulak Naya Rivera ni? bile saye tgk Glee, saye minat gile kat Santana Lopez. Santana = Naya. hakhak! Santana tu name watak yg ade dlm cite tu, pelakon tu name sbrnye Naya. eh halo. bkn Naya as in nahas atau "naya kau pasni!" tp N-eye-ah. pronounce leklok sket ye.

so watak dye dlm cite ni adelah bitchy,vain cheerleader yg famous kat West McKinley High School. dye ni waktu season 1 dedulu boleh dianggap sebagai villain [selaen Sue Sylvester] dlm cite tu. dye ni sume org punye boyfriend dye amek pastu wat fitnah bagai. bab kutuk mengutuk org dye nombor satu. abeh si Kurt, Mercedes, Rachel slalu kene. bile masuk pulak season 2, New Directions [name utk Glee club skolah tu] mule wat x kesah pasal dye dan dye ni pown jadi agak baek [sket] di atas kejadian itu. dye ni slalu ngan Brittany [Heather Morris] a.k.a BFF gile tahap petala kelapan, langit ke tujuhbelas. hakhak!

antara lagu2 yg dye pernah nyanyi [solo/duet/trio] dlm Glee adalah:

• I Say A Little Prayer
• The Boy Is Mine
• Me Against The Music
• River Deep - Mountain High
• Science Fiction/Double Feature
• Touch-A, Touch-A, Touch-A, Touch Me
• Valerie
• Landslide 
• Trouty Mouth 

dlm byk2 lagu kat atas, saye rase lagu yg paling superb yg pernah dye bawak adelah Valerie. lagu ni mmg btol2 tunjuk kat audience yg suare dye ni sedap + mantap. hakhak! frankly, time ni suare dye lagi better dari Rachel Berry [Lea Michele]

rmbt dye lawa and bibir dye seksi. auwwwww huhuhu. okey nah amek short vid utk lagu tersebut. sorry ah low definition. 





itu je ah kot utk post kali ni. post apresiasi buat peminat2 Glee! yey!
ASSALAMUALAIKUM.

half-concious writer rizal_everdeen at 10:53 PM | Labels: glee | 2 whispers |

lagu ini didedikasikan utk mereka yg mengalami masalah dalaman atau bahasa kasarnye sakit jiwa seperti saye. =) smile.

Smile - Charlie Caplin [dinyanyikan kembali oleh Glee]


smile though your heart is aching 
smile even though it's breaking 
when there are clouds in the sky 
you'll get by

If you smile through your pain and sorrow

smile and maybe tomorrow 

you'll see the sun come shining through 

for you

light up your face with gladness 

hide every trace of sadness 

although a tear may be ever so near 

that's the time you must keep on trying 

smile, what's the use of crying 

you'll find that life is still worthwhile 

If you just smile

p/s: test 2 ngan final exam dah dekat. goodluck kpd sume asasians!

half-concious writer rizal_everdeen at 2:49 PM | Labels: edited lyrics, glee | 1 whispers |

yes. TEPAT SKALI. saye addicted kpd Glee. fanatik gile. korg cube bayangkan ade org tu sanggup nangis2 jerit2 bile tgk KPOP kat channel KBS world. camtu gak ah [well, xde lah sampai nak JERIT2 NANGES2] saye bile tgk cite Glee. comedy series dah bolot berlambak2 anugerah dan sume org still suke cite ni sampai skrg. hakhak. saye just nak kongsi ngan anda2 sume antare song list Glee yg dah saye download. saye x dpt download sume pasal ade certain songs yg tatau ape dye punye tajuk. antaranye adalah:

• Rehab [Vocal Adrenaline]
• Total Eclipse Of The Heart [Rachel]
• Jessie's Girl [Finn]
• Beth [Puck]
• (I've Had) The Time Of My Life [Sam & Quinn]
• Endless Love [Rachel & Will]
• I'm A Slave For You [Brittany]
• Forget You [Holly Holiday]
• Just The Way You Are [Finn]
• Marry You [New Directions]
• My Life Would Suck Without You [New Directions]
• Stronger [Artie]
• Sway [Will]
• The Only Exception [Rachel]
• Welcome Christmas [New Directions]
• Baby One More Time [Rachel]
• 4 Minutes [Kurt & Mercedes]
• Alone [April Rhodes & Will]
• Anyway You Want It [New Directions]
• Bad Romance [New Directions Girls & Kurt]
• Bohemian Raphsody [Vocal Adrenaline]
• Loser [Finn & Puck]
• Dancing With Myself [Artie]
• Defying Gravity [Rachel & Kurt]
• Don't Stop Believing [New Directions]
• Empire States Of Mind [New Directions]
• Faithfully [Rachel & Finn]
• Halo/Walking On Sunshine [New Directions Girls]
• I'll Stand By You [Finn]
• Imagine [Mercedes]
• It's A Man's Man's Man's World [Quinn]
• Me Against The Music [Brittany & Santana]
• No Air [Rachel & Finn]
• On My Own [Rachel]
• Say A Little Prayer [Quinn, Santana & Brittany]
• Shout It Out Loud [New Directions Boys except Kurt]
• Take A Bow [Rachel]
• Tell Me Something Good [Will]
• The Boy Is Mine [Mercedes & Santana]
• To Sir With Love [New Directions]
• What I Did For Love [Rachel]
• Hello Goodbye [Rachel & Jessie]
• Gives You Hell [Rachel]
• Like A Virgin [Will, Emma, Santana, Finn]
• Dream On [Will & Bryan Ryan]
• Give Up The Funk [New Directions]
• What It Feels Like For A Girl [New Directions Boys]
• It's My Life/ Confession [New Directions Boys]
• Jump [New Directions]
• Toxic [New Directions & Will]
• Pokerface [Shelby & Rachel]
• Umbrella/ Singing In The Rain [Will & Holly Holiday]
• Telephone [Rachel & Sunshine Corizon]
• Valerie [Santana]
• Bills Bills Bills [Blaine]
• Need You Now [Puck & Rachel]
• Thriller/ Heads Will Roll [New Directions]

ade je yg x didownload pasal kekangan2 yg x disangke. sape yg nak berjinak jinak ngan Glee  leh la download lagu2 ni ye? hakhak. 


tu je utk post kali ni. bubbye!

half-concious writer rizal_everdeen at 11:32 PM | Labels: glee, little notes | 4 whispers |

recently jadi makin addicted to Glee. yezza, i'm a GLEEK. eh2. saye bkn baru tau mende2 Glee ni. lame dah. lame dari anda, anda dan anda. kau jugak. *sambil tunjuk gune jari*.

ade sesape ke nak challenge aku ngan ADILAH A. RAHMAN lagu2 Glee ni? ade ade? ade bran ke weh? muahahahahhaha. anyways, lagu ni [as stated in the main title] saye dedicate kpd sesape shj yg suke mendengar lagu dan membace lirik. enjoy =).

Umbrella + Singing In The Rain

You have my heart

And we’ll never be worlds apart

May be in magazines

But you’ll still be my star

Baby cause in the dark

You can’t see shiny cars

And that’s when you need me there

With you I’ll always share

Cause i...

I’m singin’ in the rain

Just singin’ in the rain

What a glorious feeling

and I’m happy again.

I’m laughing at clouds.

So dark , up above ,

The sun’s in my heart

And i’m ready for love...

You can stand under my umbrella

(Ella ella eh eh eh)

Under my umbrella

(Ella ella eh eh eh)

Under my umbrella

(Ella ella eh eh eh)

Under my umbrella

(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh...)

These fancy things, will never come in between

You’re part of my entity, here for Infinity

When the war has took it’s part

When the world has dealt it’s cards

If the hand is hard, together we’ll mend your heart

Cause i...

I’m singin’ in the rain

Just singin’ in the rain

What a glorious feeling

and I’m happy again.

I’m laughing at clouds.

So dark , up above ,

The sun’s in my heart

And i’m ready for love...

You can stand under my umbrella

(Ella ella eh eh eh)

Under my umbrella

(Ella ella eh eh eh)

Under my umbrella

(Ella ella eh eh eh)

Under my umbrella

(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh...)

It’s raining

Ooh baby it’s raining

Baby come here to me

Come here to me

It’s raining

Oh baby it’s raining...

I’m singin’ in the rain

Just singin’ in the rain

What a glorious feeling

and I’m happy again.

I’m laughing at clouds.

So dark , up above ,

The sun’s in my heart

And i’m ready for love...

dinyanyikan oleh 

Will Schuester (Matthew Morrison) + Holly Holiday (Gwyneth Paltrow)

p/s: xde pape. tu je utk post kali ni. bubbye sume. =)

half-concious writer rizal_everdeen at 9:03 PM | Labels: edited lyrics, glee | 1 whispers |